« Seule dans le cabinet du psycho-thérapeute, j'essaie de mettre des mots sur l'indicible. L'attentat terroriste du 7 janvier 2015 tourne en boucle dans ma tête. La prise d'otage. Les tirs. Le silence. Les images. Comment expliquer l'effroi ? Pourquoi est-ce que je me sens si coupable ? Qui pourra comprendre l'extrême solitude qui m'a traversée ce jour-là ? J'explore un brouillard épais de sensations, d'émotions, de doutes. Les souvenirs, parfois, sont rendus flous par le choc traumatique. Je rencontre des morceaux de mémoire abîmés, incomplets. Tout est épars. Je tente de reconstituer l'après. Retrouver les vivants. Trouver la force de continuer malgré le traumatisme. Faire le journal dans le chaos et le deuil. Et dessiner... Je ne suis pas morte. Je ne suis pas blessée. Et pourtant quelque chose s'est fracturé. Je vis avec. Avec ce « 7 », lourd à porter, aussi écrasant que mon sentiment d'impuissance face aux deux djihadistes surarmés. Je dessine pour ne plus penser au « 7 ». Tout fout le camp en moi mais le dessin résiste. Alors je dessine et je dessine encore. »
Un soir d'août 1976. Jean-Louis a 18 ans. C'est le temps des vacances en famille, des grandes chaleurs et de l’insouciance... Mais un événement brutal va tout interrompre : Gilles, le frère de Jean-Louis, est fauché par une voiture. Transporté à l'hôpital, le garçon succombe à ses blessures quelques heures plus tard. Pour Jean-Louis, hanté par la culpabilité, un difficile parcours de deuil commence... 45 ans plus tard, l'auteur choisit de revenir sur cet épisode et de retraverser chaque moment du drame. Avec franchise et sensibilité, il sonde sa mémoire et celle de ses proches pour raconter les suites immédiates et plus lointaines de l'accident, luttant pour dessiner la perte tragique d'un petit frère de 11 ans qui continue d'exister dans l'histoire familiale...
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